Good Enough for Me

Good Enough for Me

It was love at first sight, even though I sprayed my drink in your faceTrying to suppress a guffaw at your antics.Sure you were 15 years my elder, and an alcoholic to boot,But that was good enough for me.I went along for the ride as you steered your beat up FordTo the...

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Reparenting at 30000 ft

Reparenting at 30000 ft

Out the window an endless sea of white… I close my eyes… like the white knubby blanket on my bed when I tried to sleep so still, so flatthat no one would know I was in the bed - especially not the vampire in my closet.“Little Me, this is scared.”I lie in bed next to...

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Attention Deficits in Step Four

Attention Deficits in Step Four

How many fellowship members have been diagnosed with what are called attention deficit disorders? I may discover that a substantial number of people recovering from trauma have been labeled among those who either cannot stay focused or, conversely, are hypervigilant,...

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Recovery..and Feelings Therewith Connected

Recovery..and Feelings Therewith Connected

Life swinging to and fro seems out of control..muffle,chatter, hollow talk to silence my soul.Pay no mind to where i go or where ive been..horrified at what i see when i look within.Cant stand the ugly monster i continue to feed..just gimme what i want straight to...

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Unresolved Issues

Unresolved Issues

Some of my struggles with steps 2 & 3)Step 2: Came to believe that a power greater than myself could restore me to sanity.Step 3: Made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God as I understand God.Two decades of childhood domestic violence...

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A Child Of God Died Today

A Child Of God Died Today

A child of God died today.When I see my parents as children I see the abuse andNeglect they survived.I see them as hurt, helpless souls trying to make senseOut of a life that must have seemed senseless.A child of God died today.What do we see when we look at a picture...

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The Light Mirror

The Light Mirror

Early in the Loving Parent Guidebook, healthy early childhood development is summarized with a suggestion to further explore on our own. I did this and became fascinated with the concept of “mirroring.” That tender time, when a baby smiles into the face of a loving...

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