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ATTENTION DEFICITS IN STEP FOUR

ATTENTION DEFICITS IN STEP FOUR

How many fellowship members have been diagnosed with what are called attention deficit disorders? I may discover that a substantial number of people recovering from trauma have been labeled among those who either cannot stay focused or, conversely, are hypervigilant,...
WEATHERING STORMS

WEATHERING STORMS

I have spent most of my life drowning. Every time I came up for air there was a thumb pushing me under. If the thumb was taking a break, there was someone’s opinion, dragging me under. A constant battle of gasping for air. No break in the waves of trauma as far as the...
SELF-DOUBT NO MORE

SELF-DOUBT NO MORE

As an Adult Child, I have always been consumed by self-doubt (see daily meditations of June 27, September 08, November 06). Double-binds were the rule in my family, along with lies, secrets, enmeshment, triangulation (= no direct communication, always tell a third...
INNOCENT MAN

INNOCENT MAN

I am an innocent man.Falsely accused and convicted in the gaslit court of daddy-Monster.Sentenced to two decades of extreme terror and exposure to parental violence.Another decade in the halfway houseof religious deception and abuse.Sentenced to 25...
CANCER AND THE LAUNDRY LIST

CANCER AND THE LAUNDRY LIST

After 75 years of extraordinarily good health, I have recently had a series of health issues which appear to be unrelated but which I suspect are connected in some way that I don’t understand. As an ACA, I hate mystery. I hate not knowing. But my intuition tells me...
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