Comline Blog
Weathering Storms
I have spent most of my life drowning. Every time I came up for air there was a thumb pushing me under. If the thumb was taking a break, there was someone’s opinion, dragging me under. A constant battle of gasping for air. No break in the waves of trauma as far as the...
Self-Doubt No More
As an Adult Child, I have always been consumed by self-doubt (see daily meditations of June 27, September 08, November 06). Double-binds were the rule in my family, along with lies, secrets, enmeshment, triangulation (= no direct communication, always tell a third...
Innocent Man
I am an innocent man.Falsely accused and convicted in the gaslit court of daddy-Monster.Sentenced to two decades of extreme terror and exposure to parental violence.Another decade in the halfway houseof religious deception and abuse.Sentenced to 25...
Recovery..and Feelings Therewith Connected
Life swinging to and fro seems out of control..muffle,chatter, hollow talk to silence my soul.Pay no mind to where i go or where ive been..horrified at what i see when i look within.Cant stand the ugly monster i continue to feed..just gimme what i want straight to...